If you think that your only job is to buy courier and wards, and that you're allowed to feed like shit since beginning like your deaths don't matter, then you should stop playing support heroes (and pick carry just like other 4 players in team to make your enemies finish game even quicker to shorten the suffering)
https://www.dotabuff.com/matches/1580338244
https://www.dotabuff.com/matches/1584979998
If you think that your only job is to buy courier and wards, and that you're allowed to feed like shit since beginning like your deaths don't matter, then you should stop playing support heroes (and pick carry just like other 4 players in team to make your enemies finish game even quicker to shorten the suffering)
Hope i helped.